Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Rhema

How His Word through his mouth hit me... ...

James 1: 6-8
But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Selina

SELINA THE POTENTIAL SOT CANDIDATE

Selina: Where are you going affter lunch?
Me: I wll be meeting Yvonne for Bible Study.
Selina: Why?
Me: She is getting baptized this Saturday.
Selina: Oh, so good. Why aren't you giving me Bible Studies?
Me: I can and there are classes before church service too.
Selina: What time?
Me: About 330pm?
Selina: Good good.

By the way, Selina is only 1 week old in CHC.
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SELINA THE EVANGELIST

Selina: Where do you stay?
Shirish: Tampines
Selina: So near to church.
Shirish: Really?
Selina, Yeah. We are at Expo. You must come. It is so big. So many people.
Shirish: Which day do you go?
Selina: Saturday 530pm
Shirish: You can call me when you are there. We can meet
Selina: Can. Before I go back to China for 3 months, you must come.
Shirish: Okay.

I was like a little lamb sitting quietly beside Selina when the above conversation took place during lunch with her schoolmate.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Yesterday




15 July marks my last day in the highly reputable security company.
There was a tinge of feelings blended in one.
Starting 28th July 2008 will begin another journey in my life
I know I sounded ridiculous- it's just a change of job afterall!
But there were significant moments when God showed Himself so true and how He seen me through in that building, that office, that place.
Times I wanted to give up, quit and go;
Times I wanted to forget I'm a Christian, scream, swear and curse;
Of cos, I didn't and He did, the miraculous.
From being reminded of the insults thrown across my face to being reminded of God's strength showering in my life whenever I see the one who hurt me- transformation of heart has truly taken place.
This is the place where I have undergone great character molding and I thank God for such a chance to reveal my weaknessess so that I can be changed and stop having the delusion that I have arrived.
When we sang Walau Seribu Rebah last night, I can't help but teared.
Not of sorrow but of joy;
Not of joy that I have left but joy that I have "graduated".
I believe there are greater challanges await me but I know (by experience) the same God who pulled me through will pull me through once again.
Although thousand collapses :)

Monday, July 14, 2008

小鸟依人的对比

我从来不完美。
我喜欢独来独往,喜欢哈哈大笑、喜欢大声说话。
做事果断、不拖离带水、爱一意孤行。
同事说,“女人太强悍,对男人是一种威胁”-我不以为然。
我坚信,强悍的女人,需要更强悍的男人
而不是降低自己,配合谁或谁的软弱。
强悍不一定等于好;我也不一定是对得。
但至少现在的我相信自己没错。
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财富不是强与弱唯一的衡量。
学问、成就、理想、态度...等等,各自精彩。
愚昧证明自己、偏低他人,
只会成为笑柄。
当你停止比较,衷心分享他人的喜悦,
你的风度己赢得了全世界。

Irwan's Bdae





Sunday, July 13, 2008

The one and only Genting Picture

Friday, July 11, 2008

I Covet

2 Kings 13: 20-21
Then Elisha died, and they buried him. And the raiding bands from Moab invaded the land in the spring of the year. So it was, as they were burying a man, that suddenly they spied a band of raiders; and they put the man in the tomb of Elisha; and when the man was let down and touched the bones of Elisha, he revived and stood on his feet.

God has been reminding me of this passage for the whole week.
The anointing on Elisha was so strong that when the dead touched his bones, came alive.
Such anointing, I covet.
That when I speak, those who are dead in their faith, in their love and in their commitment will resurrect.
But it will not come unless one prays and fasts.
To "want" the anointing, I must first "want" the discipline.

Tuesday, July 08, 2008

冷血人

I'm so unemployed these days. Ha.
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爱你的人
还真愚蠢
以为热情可以融化
象冰山一样的躯壳
不小心只会割破自己
脆弱的灵魂
也得不到你的一个
温柔眼神

冷血人的泪
多久没看见
曾经有伤也有悲
谁的出现将你的心给
彻底毁灭

冷血人的累
没人能了解
活在黑白的世界
是最最最最最最最最
最最可怜

冷血人
我不能够了解
更不曾看见你的眼泪
是谁最可怜?

Monday, July 07, 2008

WYS

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

现在的我… …

参杂五味,
有苦有辣、
有酸有甜、
还有一点点咸。

混乱的感觉
叫人更心碎
你一句,
我一句,
他一句。
还是没有决定。

撇开所有的偏见
听听真正的自己
想要的、
好爱的、
不能没有的,
原来还是你。
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I think I need to stock up more 几米.
I'm running out of ideas!