Wednesday, May 30, 2007



“你快乐吗?” 有人曾经问它。

Friday, May 25, 2007


That's exactly how much I spent to return here for nothing.
And is probably the increased tithe after July.
Should I sigh?

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

One More Chance

He always amazes me.
One word You know I will follow.
One more chance,
I will sing;
I will worship;
I will praise;
I will honor;
I will sacrifice;
I will obey;
And yes, I will go.
I believe.

Monday, May 07, 2007


Being a leader myself, it's a joke that even I, struggle with disappointment in leadership.
Irony it may be, that's how true my heart is.
I asked why?
Yet more anger, shame and frustrations arise.
Only then that night, when I wailed like a child.
And A beam of light shone in, I go "Oh, I see."
Mommy left me.
I'm sorry I made too much noise.
Wanting what I shouldn't want;
Asking what she wouldn't give.
Left alone to cry the loudest and longest I wish.
Finally someone came and said what pleased me.
Pulled to the back alley,I saw not my mommy.
Worried and frightened, my strength left me.
I felt a sharp pain when the chain was pulled from me.
When it was all over, I was left alone- again.
Negligence, it must be.
Why should I suffer from someone's misdeed?
So when leaders fail to lead, I feared to be put through the same ordeal.
The absence of guidance, of protection, of availability.
I dread, I hate, I detest.
But what the innermost is saying,
"Don't, don't leave me."