Sunday, September 30, 2007

ocean

I've already cried ocean deep;
Its time to walk through it.
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"Was it painful?" Many asked when they saw the butterfly.
"Could be," I replied.
I wasn't trying to act tought but the truth is,the pain wasn't harsh enough to make me shed a tear.
"Was it touching?" They asked about the show.
My answer was "Yeah it was but I didn't cry,"
Well, I don't understand how a movie can grieve the heart.
I ain't cold-blooded, in case you are wondering.
There are just so many reasons to red my eyes than the petty issues in life.

-During worship
-Gratitude towards God
-Shattered dreams and torn visions
-Lukewarm members
-Salvation
-Backsliders
-Compromisers
-Loss of a fellow warrior
-Uncompromising members
-On fire christians

The last time I cried: Yesterday
The last time heart was broken: 20minutes ago
The last time I was comforted: 2 seconds earlier
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30 by 2008.
Can't possibly be that hard.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

An Eye For THE Guy

God lah! Who else?

Heehee...

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Full Moon

How nice!
It's the same round moon in the sky.
Finally, there is something common.
And I smiled.
Good night!!

Sunday, September 23, 2007

I Am A Pig

Bacon- Total commitment from the pig.
Egg- Partial involvement from the hen.
I want to be a pig.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

Faith, not needs

Ah Peng: Knock! Knock! God, I need a breakthrough. How can a cell not grow? I need friends for this Friday BBQ.Cannot have another outreach among the saved only.I need a BREAKTHROUGH!!!

God: Knock! Knock! Faith, not needs.

Ah Peng: Okay God,You act according to faith not needs.You will bring in the friends. We will breakthrough together.Amen.
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God is so straight-forward.
Whoever that sings " God is a woman" must be crazy.
Have you ever heard anyone said" she is a woman of few words"?
This statement itself is an oxymoron.
God used 5 words to express His idea.
I used 20 words to explain His idea.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

Heartbroken

(A) NPL,can don't give up?You just need more time.
(B) Competitor A***** and C**** can give up? Stop spoiling the market with your price war.
(C) Silly girls, can stop drinking? How good can these men be?
(D) Silly man, can don't stop quitting? How hard can conquering cigarettes be?

Monday, September 17, 2007

Monday Blues

AC is giving me stress again.
I need some time okay?
Next month next month, I promised.

Call Me A Shopping cum Makan Queen

After 8 hours of battle:
(A) 2 pairs of heels
(B) A white Espirit bag- FOC from my sis
(C) A hot pink Puma jacket
(D) 1 bowl of sesame tang yuen
(E) Burger King Mushroom Burger Meal
(F) Kaya toast and 2 yummy eggs
(G) Cheesy fries
(H) Suits for BB

And what I missed out:
(A) A pair of black shorts
(B) "One more day" by Mitch
(C) Blackberry Case
(D) Card for Eileen

Sunday, September 16, 2007

ZOUK

I'm not being legalistic but why would anyone want to hang out there?!?

I hate going to wet market because I have to shout to talk.Same for ZOUK.

Argh.

Saturday, September 15, 2007

I'm In Love Again...

(A) With my cell group
(B) With my members
(C) With my ministry
(D) With serving
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It was fun having dinner with Qin.At least we got to talk and spend time alone! We visited her granny who just had an operation.Glad she felt better.
It was fun leading today's group.They were so loud and rowdy.My 4D impromtu example must be hilarious-kept everyone in laughing gas.Fellowship was interesting except the part which I became a joke.Ha.I hope all felt better-light hearted and more encouraged to superceed the challenges ahead.As what parroted many times yesterday, E47,YOU CAN!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

Horrified!!!

Arghhhhhhhhh... ...

This 15 by 15cm butterfly actually flew in my flat.My bold mummy chased it away although she was equally scared.

Since I can't get rid of my fear of flying insects,perhaps I should get an insect-buster to be my boyfriend.

If you fit in the following criteria,do contact me-

(A) Taller than 1.75m
(B) Not skinny or bony
(C) Not fearful of lizards and flying insects
(D) Humorous
(E) Can send me home
(F) Willing to write love letters to me
(G) Clean look-short hair
(H) Generous.
(I) Nice to everone but exceptionally nice to me
(J) Deep voice
(K) A friend to me
(L) Has a broad shoulder for me to lean on
(M) Spiritual!

There's still (N) to (Z) but I'm not going to scare everyone away :)

Some fit in most of the bill; some have made advances.

But no, because they stopped at (L) so they fit in none.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

What a day!

What would they say to you?

"Are you a christian since you look like one?" OR
"You mean you are a christian!?"

I felt many would opt for the latter if they had seen me behaved the way I wish I didnt on 12 September 2007.

Of cos I didn't swear or curse;neither did I lie or murder.

Somehow,I didn't communicate love or joy.Instead I vent my agony and grievances on the not-so-innocent(they played a part in the above).
Still,it couldn't bring a smile but brought heavier burden.

Another hint from the Holy Spirit.
I better work out my weaknesses.

Ya, I want patience and I want it NOW! Ha.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Ling ah Ling ah Ling, Ling ah Ling

Ling #1
New York New York was so so.
But it was fun catching up.
Yes,I admit being the one rattling most of the time.
Anyway,what's new?*wink*
At least you got your bday present after the suffering!
This is what the Chinese meant by "bitter first then sweet".Ha.
I shall use my aloe vera mask later.
Hopefully there is a difference!

Ling #2
I read your blog!
Mr Right is nearing.
Just don't be that choosy,oki?
I prefer no.2 cos he can pay for everything if I tag along when you are dating.Hee.
The choice is still yours!
I am glad our taste is pretty different.*phew*

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Happy 27

The unexpected doing the unexpected.Sweet surprise.
The expected doing the even unexpected.Speechless.

Nevertheless,happy belated birthday!:)

I Love My BB!

So cool!
So stylish!
I love my Blackberry!

Monday, September 03, 2007

I am Blessed...

(a) They found my wants and satisfied as many as they know how
(b) They planned and arranged for a surprise party
(c) They came albeit some hated singing to the core
(d) They love me despite my many shortcomings
(e) They bothered even when I no longer lead

And of cos, because they didn't snatch the mike from me :)