The strawberries & The 80s

被爱冲昏了头... ...

It has never happened to me.
And I can't seem to agree with the say "Love is blind".
Either I am too logic-minded or, I have not really been in love.
Or both, maybe?
I am not a risk-taker when it comes to relationships.
I will weigh the pros and cons before I even enter into one (BTW, I am talking about BGR).
Should I be exposed to any potential harm in the midst of one, I will call it off with the other party scratching his head wondering why.
That was before I became a christian :)
Somehow, there's still a bit of remnant left in me.
Old habits are hard to get rid of. Hee.
Trying, trying and trying.

They have been giving

Yes, they have been and are still giving.
God I pray, you answer their prayers and meet their needs.
Those who have lost their jobs, will find a higher paying one;
Those who are new in Singapore, will be recruited soon;
Those who are in debts, will clear and pay off all the loans;
Those who are sick, will be healed;
Those who are tired, refresh them;
The singles will be attached with godly partners;
The married will have many offsprings;
The parents will have the strength to balance their worklife, family and ministry.
Lord, bless them all in every aspect.
Amen and amen.

A Surprise from USA

SHINE'S STUDIO

my eyes :p

My Fear

I always believed that I am a "天不怕，地不怕" kind of person.
Until tonight, I was reminded of an unpleasant experience I had.
Thou I had the final victory yet there was a scar deeply etched.
I thought I had forgotten as it was long over but it re-surfaced again.
In my mind I listed what could be harder to overlook and I found none.
It is funny that I even allow myself to drink (perhaps cos I know I wont cross my limits) while I pretty detest it if my love takes a sip.
I...am afraid of getting hurt.
So for my sake, don't drink excessively in front of me.
I will turn purple and my heart will palpitate twice.
Alright aright, I know that doesn't solve the problem.
The core needs to be uprooted ultimately and it will.

Discoverable Sins; Coverable Sins

As you grow older in Christ, I realised temptation to sin get even stronger.
This is so as the acts can be easliy hidden and concealed which is unlike what we struggled with when we first came to church.
Lying, cursing and swearing, smoking, getting drunk, gossiping, rebelling against the leadership are outward behaviour that can be recognized immediately and corrected accordingly- these are "discoverable" sins.
Gradually we change because (1) God's conviction and, (2) Encouragement from others.
However, if the areas of sin lie subtle and nobody can tell (except God, of cos!) unless you confessed, it makes rebellion "easier".
These days I am tested more in my thought life than anything else.
If I compromise, can you tell?- the coverable sins.
When (2) is absent since no one knows your challenges, more time needs to be spent in His presence to be tangible to (1).
Whether discoverable or coverable, I yearn to be more than a conquerer.

Celebrations

Say "YES"

Birthday Gift

Shopping for my sister's bday gift has become my cell's affair somehow.
From the buying, the collecting and redeeming, to delivery...the men have demostrated their gentlemanly manners.
I appreciate :)
But again and again, I have to remind myself not to take you for granted.
So the many "thanks", "its okay" and "no need".

Dream a little dream

Thanks E47!
For the effort, for the surprise.
For your presence, for the gift.
I will not forget to dream :)

Champ from the Champs