Monday, March 30, 2009

I Like!


我依然是我 妳是妳 
就算 做一場好夢 
那也值得 雖然心痛  

在雨中 等雨停 
我的心 不會冷 
在雨中 想起妳 
誰該珍惜 是誰最深愛妳

Sunday, March 29, 2009


Feeling a little cold recently...
But the visit really warms my heart.
And I am so glad, the songs make their day.
Somehow,there was a sense of satisfaction-although I didn't do much, because I sang:)
To be honest, I was all out of tune.Oops.


Sunday, March 22, 2009


I actually feared;I am worried.
Just like when I lost the passion in singing and slowly,the ability to dream.
The tiredness of pursuit ruled over.
It marked the alltime low season in my life.
Will it be the same this time?
Allowing my weakness visible instead of putting on a strong front-you may say it is a good thing but,will I lose what I hold tightly to my heart gradually?
Will the same feeling creep in and I will just settle with what I have and not what I want?

Saturday, March 21, 2009

The Church He knows

I want to be the bride.

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Funniest dream

I dreamt that Pastor called from LA to scold me cos I was lazy and too slack.
And the best thing is, I woke up feeling glad that I was being discipled.
Well, it's just a dream!

Sunday, March 08, 2009

Baggage - dumped & to be dumped

I sang without shaking and without any shivers.
The stage no longer posed a threat to me.
Although it is only to a 90-odd strong, I am glad I discarded me and left that self consciousness.
To be exact, the stage is returned to HIM.
His, rightfully.
To be dumped-
Safe, comfort, riskless, consistence.
That mentality.
Urr. Should I wait till the commitment is over or till the crisis tones down?
Breathless, not that I can't handle the work.
I don't want my energy to be sucked away cos of the culture.
I believe 500 isn't impossible and Japan is not that far away but, it is just not that worth it to lose myself for recognition and a return ticket.
If I have the money, I might just go for missions for 3 months. Anywhere.
Or, work in church unpaid. I really don't mind.
But again, if.
And Ter, it is not that I am selfish.

Monday, March 02, 2009

Taking Advantage & Taken advantage

I'm so sick of being the one who reminds.