Their Regrets

Yvonne
Ziying
Joanna
Bowen
Weisheng
Yanling
Jordan
Yanting
Michelle
Tiffany
Sijia
Evelyn ... ....etc.
It seems as if they were still with me yesterday.
Those familiar faces, the bible studies together, home visitations, little gifts of encouragement during examinations-thronged to me all at one go.
And as the devil did what he knew best, the Lord reminded me,
"It should be their regrets, not yours."
There I stood, there He spoke.
I walked out of the train,
Feeling refreshed like never before.
Thank you God.

More-than-24-hours Sunday

So many things have happened in just one day.
Somehow, an extra hour or two must have been added by accident yesterday.
If not, what could have better explained?
Why so many things have happened in just one day?
It must be a more-than-24-hours Sunday.

Perhaps PERhaps PERHAPS

Sounds like some commercial.
Remember?
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I never know how much of a "Zhou Xing Ci" there is in me until recently.
A casual remark about the heels could actually transmit some laughing gas to an aunty at the bus-stop.
AND, I wasn't even talking to her or about her.
Perhaps, I'm called to be a comedian.
Perhaps, PERhaps, PERHAPS! :)

Coincidence

Others call it fate.
I choose to believe it isn't.
Somehow.
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Have you ever experienced seeing the same face without fail EVERY weekend?
Mind you, I'm not talking about Pastor Kong or someone hard to miss during the service.
A complete stranger who's as simple as the guy next door- that's who I'm referring to.
I see him at a table in Foyer 3 (countless times); I see him passing by Foyer 3 as I'm at a table giving BS (countless too).
I see him ushering at Terrace; I see him walking down the Terrace.
I see him near the foodcourt in Expo; I see him on my way to the foodcourt...in Plaza Sing!
I've come to a point that I've tried not to look around much so that I won't see him for a week.
But guess what?
I saw him after the service. To be exact, I saw his back.
See, that's how "familiar" I am with him. I can recognize him almost at all angles.
I promise if I bump into him again this week, I will tap his shoulder and ask," Sir, are you stalking me?"
Yeah, I'm kidding.
Or maybe he will tap my shoulder and ask, "Mdm, are YOU stalking me?"
Seriously, he must be kidding.

Spolit Monday

WHAT happens when you wake up one morning with 4 extra silly stuff on your left cheek and another 2 on your chin-same side?
Your day spoils.
Nevertheless, I went for a sushi lunch cum shopping session cum visit-colleague's house-trip with my department, hoping things will get better.
Still, my day didn't work out. My face is still as itchy and reddish.
Okay, my day IS spoilt.
Urrr... ...

First

Ha, I'm not talking about THAT song.
I don't do free advertising for just anyone :)
This year's birthday contained lots of my first time.
Here it goes:

First time owning an Ed hardy top (Thanks beloved!)
First time drinking Soju (And that will be the last time, for sure.)
First time putting a butterfly tattoo on my body (Nice nice!!)
First time NOT tempted to spend on clothes (but why?)
First time being prayed for by Aloy (go go bro!)
First time eating authentic Korean steamboat (yummy) and Thai buffet (spicy)
First time visiting ah Meng with my besties (Lee Ee...)
First time getting a can of coke as a bday gift (That's sweet. Really.)
First time having so many first time :p

Okay, I'm lame.

Happi birdae tu moi!!!

Hee. Going to the zoo to see my species soon.
Excited!!!
O, I'm so random *scratch brainy*.
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This year's 6th September seems a little different.
Ya, I've got a nice prezie & pretty card that made me an envy over a few.
But, that's not what I'm talking about.
I can't really explain it. It's just... different.
Many expectations had ceased.
Many others arose.
I have stopped wishing for a celebrity prince-charming.
I have stopped being a BV wannabe.
I wished to launch into a new dream-vision.
I want to be who He wants me to be.
And seconds before I blew out the candles,
I told Him,
"I wanna be happy."

心病；新病

到底是什么促使我写这一篇文章？
是曾经经历过？还是看得多，感触也变多？
心病-俗称文明病，是都市人的新病症。
正当医学足见进步而绝症也不再是无药可救，
新新人类却等不及跳入另一个黑暗的潮流-忧郁。
因感情受到挫折而忧郁；因生活压力而忧郁。
因遇上财务危机而忧郁；因学生身崖而忧郁。
忧郁症患者似乎有上千上万个理由，使命地为自己寻找借口。
有力气辩护自己，却没勇气活下去-我，不懂。
即使是过来人，我，还是不懂。
猛灌水、渣东西、绝食、无端端流泪、与世隔绝-何苦?
恋人还是不会回到身边；生活依旧有压迫感。
金钱不会从天而降； 年终还是有大考。
折腾肉体来麻醉在流血的心，换来的是更伤更痛的自己。
别傻了。