Afraid

I actually feared;I am worried.
Just like when I lost the passion in singing and slowly,the ability to dream.
The tiredness of pursuit ruled over.
It marked the alltime low season in my life.
Will it be the same this time?
Allowing my weakness visible instead of putting on a strong front-you may say it is a good thing but,will I lose what I hold tightly to my heart gradually?
Will the same feeling creep in and I will just settle with what I have and not what I want?