Cut Me Apart

I'm writing but I'm short of a melody
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I am not that telling
Of what's happening
I can't seem to release
All the bad memories
Can somebody lead me?
I can't think anymore
I just want to
Close my eyes and fall

Cut me apart
See my heart sink
So heavy and torn
It can't find its way home
Cut me apart
See that I am not
Positive and strong
I can't find my way home
So cut me apart

You will never know
But when you finally do
It's too late or so

Not so cold ice cream

Salesperson

I think it is funny when those who are doing sales come together.
All that they say sounds so right to their own species but when it travels to the ears of others, the talk seems so surface.
I kind of agree with "others" although I am one salesperson.
So sometimes, I do become a little sceptical when I engage in little conversation with my species.
I don't really take them serious.
Or rather, I refused to take them serious.
It could just be "occupation hazard" however nice words used.
Oh well, I'm being overly protective of myself AGAIN.
Take a really sincere and patient man to touch me.

Meditate

What my sister said few weeks ago kept me pondering, still.
Someone asked her if it is okay that a believer and a non-believer get together.
Afterwhich, the former will do his uttermost for the latter's salvation.
Seems like a familiar question we hear again and again from our members ya?
And the most familiar reply we as leaders would give " NO! We should not be unequally yoked- the bible says so."
Nonetheless, my sister surprised me as she continued the story.
Of cos, she isn't for the idea but she understands that the object is not unaware of biblical truth.
"How possible will that be if even you, lead a substandard christian life?"
That caught me there, even till now.
Substandard.
What kind of a life am I living now?
What message am I conveying to the world?
What christian am I?

回到過去

時間它像是河流　慢慢的輕輕推送
有時候像是漩渦　很難靜止而不動
開心的　傷心的　一輩子　能改變什麼　能相信什麼
遊走在夢的盡頭　也常常不時回首
人與人擦身交錯　誰停留誰又遠走
我曾經　犯的錯　我曾經　留下的遺憾　就讓它去吧

如果想要回到那過去
但是你我之間存在遙遠的距離
試圖去彌補破碎的縫隙
我學著不放棄
願你牢記我曾經愛過你
因為有你　我才學會相信愛情
關於過去的事　就藏心底
未來依舊有你的回憶

遊走在夢的盡頭　也常常不時回首
人與人擦身交錯　誰停留誰又遠走
我曾經　犯的錯　我曾經　留下的遺憾　就讓它去吧

如果想要回到那過去
但是你我之間存在遙遠的距離
試圖去彌補破碎的縫隙
我學著不放棄
願你牢記我曾經愛過你
因為有你　我才學會相信愛情
關於過去的事　就藏心底
未來依舊有你的回憶

試圖去彌補破碎的縫隙
我學著不放棄
願你牢記我曾經愛過你
因為有你　我才學會相信愛情
關於過去的事　就藏心底
未來依舊有你的回憶
未來依舊有你的 回憶

An old song we all forgotten how to sing...

"Never look back," we said

How was I to know I´d miss you so'

Loneliness up ahead

Emtiness behind

Where do I go'


And you didn´t hear

All my joy through my tears

All my hopes through my fears

Did you know'

Still I miss you somehow


From the bottom of my broken heart

There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know

You were my first love,

You were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

from The Bottom Of My Broken Heart

Even though time may find me somebody new

You were my real love,

I never knew love

´Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart


"Baby," I said,

"Please stay

Give our love a chance for one more day"

We could have worked things out

Taking time is what love´s all about


But you put a dart

Through my dreams

Through my heart

And I´m back where I started again

Never thought it would end


From the bottom of my broken heart

There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know

You were my first love,

You were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time may find me somebody new

You were my real love,

I never knew love

´Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart


You promised youself

But to somebody else

And you made it so perfectly clear

Still I wish you were here


From the bottom of my broken heart

There´s just a thing or two I´d like you to know

You were my first love,

You were my true love

From the first kisses to the very last rose

From the bottom of my broken heart

Even though time may find me somebody new

You were my real love,

I never knew love

´Til there was you

From the bottom of my broken heart


" Never look back" we said

How was I to know I´d miss you so'

A Day in JB

We started the day with Kenny Rogers and verdict is, Suntec's better!



Then we (or rather I), began to do what we know best.







But of all, I like these the MOST :


We ended off the day eating yummy Jap food



PS: We went Thai massage too but didn't capture the bone-breaking moments!

Miss

alot.

Looks Impressive

But I only bought a pair of earrings in actual fact

TESTS

I seem to have failed some, if not most.
I'm sure I will be faced with the same cycle until I meet the mark.
And I'm sure, I won't want history to repeat itself.
I will do better.

Did Christmas come early this year?

If not, why would there be a red nose reindeer dashing out from the cubicle?
First time. I hope be the last too.

A Night of Release and Relief

Radio Pig

If not for grace

I wouldn't have survived the week.
I would have yelled at my customers and told them to approach DHL instead
Snapped at my colleagues and asked "when have I become your slave?"
Threw in the letter and rather compensate than serve one month's notice
Told the Operations to use their brains when they talk to me
Excused myself from cgm cos I am so SICK
Cancelled Thursday's session
Threw back the tantrums they threw at me
Stopped answering the calls and stopped all the coordinating.
Applied all the jobs that require lots of travelling
I would have.

从天堂坠入地狱

我是说感觉。
两个月前的兴奋已消失无影无踪，
换来的，是一种孤单和失落。
两个月前大喇叭式传达感恩，
至今埋藏在心里却是感伤。
我不因为这一切怨恨，
但开始怀疑自己可能不适合继续做下去。
我并不觉得以前较为开心，
反而，觉得现在更有使命感
生命更有意义。
然而，不被谅解令我很痛心。
所有的付出，尽然一夜被抹去。
无情的对待，让我无法释怀。
太重了， 我走不动了。