My Fear

I always believed that I am a "天不怕，地不怕" kind of person.
Until tonight, I was reminded of an unpleasant experience I had.
Thou I had the final victory yet there was a scar deeply etched.
I thought I had forgotten as it was long over but it re-surfaced again.
In my mind I listed what could be harder to overlook and I found none.
It is funny that I even allow myself to drink (perhaps cos I know I wont cross my limits) while I pretty detest it if my love takes a sip.
I...am afraid of getting hurt.
So for my sake, don't drink excessively in front of me.
I will turn purple and my heart will palpitate twice.
Alright aright, I know that doesn't solve the problem.
The core needs to be uprooted ultimately and it will.