What a joke?!

Ya,right.
And I was blabbering away with the leaders about my 3 "gan dong" after leaders meeting on Tuesday.
What 39 by 2009?
Now it seems further from furthest.
I feel so tiny on the 1 row with 11 that don't belong to me.
For the first time I sighed before I worshipped.
"You are awesome in this place mighty God. You are awesome in this place Abba Father. You are worthy of all praise, in you my life is changed."
Then I teared.
"You are awesome in this place, mighty God."
How true. I'm convicted.
Walk me out of the tent that I may see the sky.
To count the stars- I need 39.
Amen.