It's NOT just another manic weekend

Busy, yes;
Tired, couldn't agree more.
Yet what am I, hearing the so much the so many are doing.
"I am willing to go"-a promise made 4 years ago, forsaken and forgotten.
I picked up the courage to say "yes" once again, putting aside my inadequacy and placing my total reliance on Him.
It is not me, it is Him.
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Reuben, Veron, Huifang, Zhongwen, Raymond and Dennis- I am waiting.
Coming.
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It must be the love stories I have been watching.
How did it get so bad recently?