Imbalanced

I have been feeling imbalanced these days.
This is not a good sign.
If I continue to dwell in this,
I will be:
-unhappy with life
-envious
-unjustified
-angry with God
-bitter
-in self pity
And, tired.
Not that mature afterall.

Do you still like singing?

Someone asked me.
"I still like singing but no one likes it when I am singing,"I replied without thinking.
Nah,the chance is
blown away.
3 more months maybe.

Is he or is he not?

"He might be gxx"
"No,he's not."
"But I saw him and he ..."
"No,he's not."
"How do you know?"
"He's just not."
"But..."
And the conversation continues with "he is" and "he's not".
So is he or is he not?
Don't even try to start;
I have no doubt *wink*

Will I get a chance?

After the changes.
Will I?
Sometimes I laugh at my own foolishness for even habouring the thought;
Other times, I am just glad to know I am still breathing hope.
My dream is living;
The heartbeat's not all gone.
I can kill it bury it. Or,
I can grow it cultivate it.

Only one

So far.
Only one.

Is it still our world?

A new wave seems to have taken over the old current.
Are we forgotten?
Should we become bitter?
Of cos not!
They will do what we cannot do;
Reach who we cannot reach.
As for us,we will go where they cannot go;
Give what they cannot give.
All,for the same cause.
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Am I too old to dream?
I don't think so.
Just that the mind needs some fine-tunning.
Much, I mean.

3,000

I only want to see at least one from SingPost.
God,use me.

From black to...

BAD.Bad berry.
I'm dead serious.
After it fell from my grip countless times, my blackberry is slowly degenerating.
Haiz, me and my butter fingers.
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The question is,WHEN will be the appointed time?
Pastor will probably kill me for even asking and will give me that "you mean you still don't get it?" look with eyebrows raised.
Classic.Haha.

Growing to love...

-animals more and more. Kangaroos, dolphines, raccoons,tigers and,,,Marley!
-dresses. And I think I own 27 of them.Hmm,the next wedding is in June.
-hot pants.Blame it on the weather.I look a bit lian thou.
-ribbons.Inspired by Lanshu.My,she is oh-so-gorgeous.Did she go through the knife?
-colours.Age plays a part.I need the orange and yellow to make me 3 years younger.
-big curls.Lanshu,Lanshu and LANSHU!
-fantasy movie.I thought I won't enjoy terminator.
-flats.Well,I fell down today with my heels and on my knees cos I didn't watch my steps.Pain...
-Pressure.I never knew I can do so much.
-the unlovable.Precisely,they need to be loved.

Doubled

I just realised that income tax payable for me this year is double of what I paid last year.
Meaning,I am twice as rich!
Hahaha...to rejoice or to grumble. I have a choice:)

Broken

Tonight,I heard a shepherd's heart broken.
Tonight,I felt him teared.
Tonight,he might be far away from here.
After tonight, he might not miss coming home.This home.

I was married

Then divorced and has a kid-I didn't know that!
This was as much a shocking news to me when I first heard it from some colleagues today.
She thought Keighley is my kid and he heard that someone is organising a matchmaking luncheon for me.
So with all the information and wrong information mixed together, you get:
Yen was married then divorced and has a 2 year old kid.