Cannot Lah

It's not the looks;
It's not the height;
It's not the age;
It's the depth.
So people,please.
I don't appreciate that sense of humour.
Consequence:I blew up.

You dont love me!

When a child said that to a father,it must have cut the latter real deep.
Yet it brought about a self-reflection of his acts the last few weeks.
The motive behind these is care and concern but how does the recipient inteprets it,is what really means?
I may not be married;of cos,am without a kid but the last thing I wanna see,my members don't feel loved by me-a spiritual mommy.
I'm watching my moves.
Assurance infinite;Reproach numbered.
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I was excited but you kept silent.
Can't you tell?
At least I bothered.

I said NO

I said NO to him and I regret a tiny bit.
I have my calling.

The Inconvenient Truth

No doubt it's good.
But is it good becos it came from the mouth of the Deputy Senior Pastor or is there a prick in the conscience within a short 2 hour after damage has been done for the past tens of thousands hours?
2 years ago,a young man described how he was dragged into the cinema by a straight 'A's student during the weekend to watch such a show.
Global warming was the only thing he remembered other than the pinch in his heart over the ticket paid.
I lamented with him and laughed within "What show is this?I have not heard.The ratings must be so awkward,not worth a review in the magazine!"
2 years today, I'm still not a convert.
But I can't escape the responsibilities and avoid the catastrophe(I must have spelt wrongly-the word WAS so irrelevant to me).
And I have learnt:It DOES make a difference who said it.
But it still depends who heard it.
And we all agreed,ministry is still after family *wink*

140209

After I did my sums,it is only a few hours in a year that I feel down.
I decided,it may not worth the effort at all.

Happy V-Day,My Love!

:)

DIFFERENCES

Things start to surface.Before marriage,he will still tag along.
Can she still attend service and leave the baby at home?
Is he going to follow the father to temple or the mother to church?
How much should she tithe from the sale of the house co-owned by the other half?
This is so hard that I won't even think about it-not even an option.
I like what Ray said yesterday-God knows what He is doing.
"Do not be unequally yoked"- There is a reason why it is in the word and He knows exactly what's going to happen should one does otherwise;He sees the end from the beginning.
Do not be short-sighted,my singles.

Yvonne's sister right?

And I said, Yanping.
The 3 minutes ended within 5 seconds and I was left searching for anyone available to chat till the alarm rang.
Imagined the same senario played out 6 or 7 years ago, I wouldn't have bothered to utter my name.
Afterall,the other party is simply an acquaintence and not necessary for any exchange of names.
God knows the next time we will meet!
Nonetheless,the change of response yesterday triggered some pondering.
I am still the couldn't-care-less-about-you me but, I have grown to be the I-love-myself me.
Don't take me wrong, I have nothing to do with it's I, me and myself.
I just understand that one can't start loving if he doesn't even love himself.